Kamis, 30 Desember 2010

Breaking Dawn

How sweet. The lights, the hill, and the aurora.
Dream dream dream about it!
I wonder who's a good guy which will drive me there.
(okay R, read this hha!)

Rabu, 29 Desember 2010

I-N-D-O-N-E-S-I-A !

Hope Indonesian soccer team winning final match vs Malaysia AFF Suzuki Cup tonight yeyeyeaaaayyy! Just can watch through tv now. I wonder how does it feel being at Gelora Bung Karno right now? It's must be very crowded and full of spirit on the Gelora Bung Karno Senayan, Jakarta now. I pray for you guys :')

Gotta Be Green Gotta Be Everything More

Whoa, 2010 is almost end and let's welcome 2011 with joy :)
So much things happened in 2010 and I hope anything could be better on 2011.

Minggu, 26 Desember 2010


Top: (Don't recall the label but it's a few years old) | Skirt: Sophie | Bag: Bagshearted | Shoes: Unbranded

photos by Diar

You don't need lots of money to be stylish :)

Sabtu, 25 Desember 2010

Silver Lining

 "Expensive designer clothes, stunning shoes, gorgeous bags, houses and luxury cars, abundant wealth, maybe we are the happiest person on earth. But those all even less precious than the presence of people we love beside us."
-Zahra Mahdiatari-

Jumat, 24 Desember 2010

The Matter of Yeayness

My first online purchasing. Boo eh? Hahahaha ;)

Have a great blessed night everyone. Have a nice holiday all :)

Tipically A Girl Next Door

Also found this cute DSquared2 heels.

I can call this as one of my new year wishes hahaha ;)

Have a great holiday all.

Senin, 20 Desember 2010


Always love candy colors.

H&M's Candy-Colored Confections for Spring
photo courtesy of refinery29.com

Minggu, 19 Desember 2010

Wonder Snowy Here

So I can wear these pretty coat :)



Whoaaa drooling over ;)

(L to R) ELLE SHOP cape, Black Storm Coat By Vivienne Westwood Anglomania, OTHER CLOTHING - KALEY - Red - Forever Unique, Rag & bone Charing wool duffle coat, LANVIN Coat , Tsumori Chisato / Stripe Velour Capelet Coat, Hussein Chalayan 246930UZ804 Grey/ Black Wool/Polyester, PAUW 2682 12 650 CAMMELLO WOOL/CASHEMERE CAPPOTTO, Alexander McQueen Silk and wool-crepe tuxedo jacket, Droid Leather Drape Jacket by Helmut Lang, Donna Karan Draped wool-fleece jacket, Draped pocket coat.

Selasa, 14 Desember 2010

Thanks for being inspiring, I love you.

Minggu, 12 Desember 2010

Quote Quote :)

"Today's lessons: Start your day with lots of good moods and tons of positive thinking. Try to be consistent on it, then the good things will follow after"
-Zahra Mahdiatari-

Pursuit Happiness

My lecturer assistant was not able to teach yesterday. Since I didn't have another class, so I decided to be home all day. I thought I shouldn't meet anyone and going anywhere or I was going to mess up many things because of my unstable mood (okay, pathetic? :( I know).

Radix come to my house yesterday and we watched DVD but it ended with no fun. I felt like want to be angry all the time and he seemed like easily to be the target. Poor him, I'm sorry ()

Been too bad yesterday, I decided to want a good day today :)
So when I woke up this morning, I prayed to God for a good mood today all day long, and I hope I could create much happiness with His permission.

I remember a proverb, "If you can't find your happiness, create it" and the simplest thing to do to create happiness is just by smiling. I've proven it :)

My friend admonished me why I put my face frown. It just called to mind me to smile and was hoping it will improve my mood then read after this what happened :p

Today, I had to fold the ballot paper with many friends. I joined the committee of student representative election in my department. We facilitate the election of the president of student executive and legislative council. Being very busy as co.secretarial in recent weeks to prepare the forms, fit & proper test, open debate, and the election which will hold on Monday December 13th.
We've worked hard and struggled so far make us get closer and feel like family. We didn't feel strenuous and obliged to do all things because we always have fun with it.

We folded it from 12-8 p.m with full of laughs and joy. It was so much fun to spend weekend (especially Saturday night) with them :D

It hasn't finish yet. Radix who had been (much more) busier after selected as a Representative of Malang Tourism 2010, picked me up at my friend's house after I was done with the ballot paper then urge me to watch DVD (again) since we quite have no quality time together. We had a little chit-chat after that and we talked soooooo many things 'till midnight. This is what we seldom did and I always miss a moment like this :D

I can't say anything just Thanks Allah for the nice weekend, for the nice Saturday night. Alhamdulillah. Whoa I can't help wanting to cry because I'm too happy :')

With you: I want to go to the beach then swim, I want to ride the carousel and the ferris wheel and the roller coaster and the blimp, I want to cook spaghetti, I want to decorate the tree with the lights then enjoy it from the roof top, I want to talk all night long paired with two cup of cappuccino for each of us. Whoa, so much things I want to do with you yet so little time. -081210-

Last but not least, I just wanna say do not fail to smile and don't forget to smile to start the day. Even smile when we sad, smile anytime when we remember because it's the simplest thing to do to create happiness :) 

Selasa, 07 Desember 2010

One of The Dreams of Girls

When they were children is to be married by a man he love and love them. May this gown complete the dream. It's Fleur Delacour'a wedding dress on Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows designed by Jany Temime. Looks like Alexander McQueen's Fall 2008 Collection. It's gorgeous! May I have this one R?

"Love never dies, it is born again. Fleur's dress is made in organza and decorated with a pair of the phoenixes that face one another on the bodice and form the silhouette of a heart. I choose the phoenix because, like love, it eternal" - Jany Temime

What's your dream wedding dress? :)

My Future Dream House

is Full House's (Korean drama cast by Song Hye-kyo and Rain) location set.

Is that cute? ;)

source here, here, and here

Senin, 06 Desember 2010

A Hundred

People said that "Blood ties are thicker than water" just like our family compared to our friends. We must have stronger feeling and intuition with them. Have you ever feel it?

I went out with friends on Wednesday to the cinema. In the middle of the movie, I checked my cell phone to find a missed call or maybe a text message but there was none so I slipped it back into my pants pocket. But suddenly, my cell phone was ringing (actually just vibrating because I set it silent, hha). My dad.

He was asking why I hadn't home yet. Yeah, it's not a good idea to go to the cinema after a whole day activities on campus without asking my parents permission since I still a daddy's little girl *sigh. He always worry if hadn't home yet before 9. My dad sounded a bit angry on the phone.

I know, 19 years old is inappropriate to be called a girl anymore. But yeah, that's my father and I love him much for that :)

When I arrived at home, jumpy. I was ready for the grumbling, but guess what I found.
My mom, dad, and my sister were sit down on the sofa and doing a little chit chat. They were totally not angry. So I join them.

I'm missing a time like this. When we share our dreams, we change thought, we discuss many things, we talking about everything.
What could I do ask for more?

I have a happy complete family while out of there maybe they lost their mom, their dad, their parents, their siblings, or divorced parents :(
At this time like this, I just regretting how I quarreled with them, how I was being stubborn, being obdurate, being undisciplined. I hope we always have enough time and chances to get a time like this so we can get to know each other and more closer :)

p.s. so this my 100th post, dedicated to my family, which my love will be belongs to and still reminded me that there will always someone who love me, as bad as and truly I am.

Senin, 29 November 2010


You know I miss this afternoon tight hug , even just for a moment, even I pretended to deny it. You know I miss you like you never wonder. Don't you know, it's hard for me? It's hard to deal with the silence. If I couldn't say I don't like being this way. These all make me miserable. But how can I make you read? I want you to be here and understand to see your smile, you make me smile, and we smile each other. To feel and see that I'm exist. I miss your tenderness. I miss you.

Minggu, 28 November 2010


Batik dress - Malioboro Yogyakarta | Jenny Valenc knitted | Mom's bag | Mom's shoes | Sophie necklace | Sophie watch | ring and cuff from local store

photos taken by wulan

Was attending Grand Final Kakang Mbakyu with Wulan. Oh I missed her so damn much! She's one of my best friends. Ended with chit-chatting and fell asleep together in her room then answered a midnight call from R with a half-conscious hahaha. Congrats, love ;)

Minggu, 21 November 2010

Sabtu, 20 November 2010

You're Getting Higher Higher Higher

Visited UKM (Usaha Kecil Menengah) Fair − or Small Medium Entrepreneur in English − at Widyaloka Hall Brawijaya University (the hall is in front of my department building) . There was a seminary about entrepreneur for the booth participants too.

Aren't they cute? Oh, my friend, Mbak Citra, also opened her booth. Her booth sold miscellaneous crafts of flannel.
Mbak Citra (right)
Wipes containers and photo frames. All tart cake look a like :)
Also got my first tatto. No, it was not permanent. Just henna. Will be disappear for few days.

Photos were captured by Kak Diar and me.

Hope all of you have a great weekend :)