Rabu, 30 Juni 2010

Not Synchron

Lately, anything feels like doesn't fit at all. Wherever seems unfriendly or maybe me myself that makes everything doesn't feel right. See? How complex am i :(
I couldn't enjoy my life for few weeks and felt like this isn't my myself.
It's like i need to go somewhere to be alone and refresh my mind.
Huaaaaaaa i just couldn't find any reason to be steamed-up and just full of grumble. Ahhhh i really want to stop this bad habit soon but i don't know how. Maybe someone can teach me or give me some help?
Anyone please cheer me up :(

Selasa, 29 Juni 2010

If You're Not The One ~ Daniel Bedingfield

He's totally not a romantic person, trust me. But sometimes he could kill me with his words or maybe did a simple unnecessary thing like held my hand then sang a song like 'If You're Not The One' by Daniel Bedingfield when he was going to go home from my house last Saturday. Then i was blushing and felt like i wanna cry because of so touched :')
I've just read the lyric and its really really nice and sweet.

If You're Not The One ~ Daniel Bedingfield

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know life so far away
But I know that its just a trip
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I'm praying you're the one I'Ve build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don’t wanna run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?



Whether it's really on your mind R?
I love you :)

Kamis, 24 Juni 2010

Braid Black Necklace, Made by Myself :)

I saw it in a magazine and I can't wait to make one. But since I had a final exam, this idea must be deposited in my brain until I finished exams this week.


*tadaaaaaaaaa* :)

 

these are the details...


Still a little bit blowzy, but I want to add small gold chains there, what do you think? :)