You know I miss this afternoon tight hug , even just for a moment, even I pretended to deny it. You know I miss you like you never wonder. Don't you know, it's hard for me? It's hard to deal with the silence. If I couldn't say I don't like being this way. These all make me miserable. But how can I make you read? I want you to be here and understand to see your smile, you make me smile, and we smile each other. To feel and see that I'm exist. I miss your tenderness. I miss you.