Selasa, 06 Desember 2011


How about having a new haircut like this? Kinda bored with my hairstyle now.

It's SNSD Sunny's at The Boys MV

Or like SNSD's Taeyeon maybe?

What do you think? :D

Kamis, 06 Oktober 2011

Quotes Quotes :)

"So all alone or not, you gotta walk ahead. Thing to remember is if we're all alone, then we're all together in that too. It helps me sometimes." 
Patricia (Holy's Mother) - P.S. I Love You

Kamis, 22 September 2011

Glad to Have You

It has been a long time since my last outfit post. I do love fashion very much but I can say I'm not a fashionable one. A little maybe :p
I don't always dress up and I don't buy (good and branded) clothes and apparels temporarily. I ever rethought about making this blog a fashion blog which is so rare with outfit posting. Like I said before, this blog is like my journal to express my passion. I'm proudly saying that fashion is one of my passion beside journalism and several other. But I think I've written all sorts of things here hahahaha :D
FYI, I dyed my hair but I think it has been a little faded.

Unbranded soft pink top | Sophie skirt | Be-Bob gladiator

Wearing it almost everyday to campus. It's comfy and hard to resist making it my favorite.

Minggu, 18 September 2011


Yesterday was my birthday and I'm officially 20th now :D
I got birthday greetings from mom, daddy, my sister (unfortunately my dad was out of town, so did my mom left to stay at granny's house in the morning) and friends.
It went so flat and nothing special just like everyday until my friends prepare a birthday 'surprise'. We had a gathering, we played futsal and chit-chatting but when I was going to home, they stole my key and tie me down to collect 30 freshmen's signatures or I wouldn't get my key. I know that they spontaneously planned it. Oh, I forgot, from those number, it had to be man all.

Hendra, Kak Juwita, Bakabon (a.k.a Kak Didit), Me, Egi, Kak Dedhy and Kak Rere.

That was my birthday outfit hahahaha. I know it's a big-no-no :p
Spent my birthday night just with sister by rented some movies. No cakes, no candles, no celebration. Not-really-bad birthday, however I'm grateful :)
Also got this video from Caca, Queen, Cynthia, Tata and Nolly.

Thanks to you all, thanks for all the whises, you made my day :)

Jumat, 09 September 2011

September :)

Happy Eid Mubarak 1432 H dear readers :)
May we met the next Ramadhan month,
May Allah always bless us..

I know a-little-bit-late-greeting and I know you're tired of my apology for being absent. So sorry.. (Hha! Don't you have any other words to say?)
I will make amends of all my absence by sharing something I think you (my readers) want to know. I hope it will worth.

The reason I was often being absence is I'm clueless (just like my blog tittle) in many times (besides the college and other activities). This blog is like my journal, to express my passion, to share about everything, even it was like my friend. If I could, I just about to write all what happened, in detail (and of course more things happened almost everyday) but somethimes when I was about to write about someday, drawing the situation, then BAM! It was like a blank in my head. I just don't know what I have to write. This often happened.

I just want to be honest to you all because friends are always telling the truth to each other (we're friend aren't we?) :)

I know I'm such a bad blogger (yeah I'm saying this about three or four of five times or.... ups :p). But I'll try to catch up with the posting. I promise :)

I always love september because it's like a special month to me. This month my blog will also turns to 2 y/o. I save a surprise for you all about this blog. It's totally a big change. So wait for next posting (please don't get bored with that words).

p.s. the photo taken at 1st day Eid Al-Fitr. It's me, sister, mom, aunt, uncle and of course cousins. U'oh, new semester is coming this monday argh. Prepare for college!

Selasa, 23 Agustus 2011


Color Blocking - Pink is Another Neutral Color

(Left) Dorothy Perkins top, Matchesfashion skirt, Modcloth bag, Net-a-porter boots, Topshop hat. (Center) Your Eyes Lie top, Stylebob skirt, Wetseal belt, Dressrail blazer, Dylan Pochette clutch, Jeffrey Campbell platform. (Right) Vera Wang top, Topshop pants, Delias military green coat, Dannijo woven backpack, Jeffrey Campbell wegde bootie.

What I've been thinking lately about a decision:
  1. Carefully consider every option available. Consider the pros and cons, advantages and the drawback but don't spent your time too much on thinking. To run the option is more important. 
  2. When you've been decided what you choose, make sure that you really convinced about your decision. Do not ever regret it.
  3. Try to be consistent to run your decision.

I'm sorry for lacking post. I even couldn't enjoy my holiday because I had to endure college new student orientation. No, I'm not a freshman, I was in charge of organization duty during a week of freshmen orientation. I'm kinda enjoying to create my own mix-match on polyvore and since I love summer (still summer here) and colors (especially color blocking), I thought that pink is the newest neutral color which is suited in some other colors. Just thinking :D

Ah, August is almost over. I even didn't get to say happy Ramadhan and happy fasting. I also missed to say happy independence day for my beloved country Indonesia on August 17th. Apology, I'm such a bad blogger :(

September and Ied Mubarak, please coming soon. See ya on the next post. Anyway, thanks for reading my blog. That mean to me a lot. :')

Jumat, 29 Juli 2011

Crush on Summer


(Left) Dorothy Perkins sleeveless top, Topshop cotton shorts, Swedish hasbeens clog, Dorothy Perkins Buckle Back, Fat Face straw hat, Asos cleac shade sunnies | (Right) MTWTFSS Weekday My Name is Tee Pink, Miss Selfridge tan shorts, Dr. Marten boots, Hoss Intropia drawstring bag, Pachacuti straw fedora hat, Juicy Couture jewelery.

It's still summer here in Indonesia. It's very cold in the morning and evening (about 16-18 degree celcius. Yeah, Indonesia is a tropical country) but in the daytime, it's very hot here as the sun will burn up you skin in Malang (my pretty little hometown).
I'm in the mood for brown (I actually not sure yet if it's really brown, camel, or tan color hahaha) and pink recently. It reminded me of strawberry and chocolate ice cream (in these hot days).

I'm sorry for my absence. I had a final exam and afterward, I've been busy working on Perspektif's magazine (during my long holiday). It's 50% done now. Wish me luck, have a great holiday you all ;)

Selasa, 21 Juni 2011

Formula of Relief

Have you ever be in a situation when you feel that life is mo damn much cruel to you. When anything (yes, ANYTHING) seems didn't go right. You're lonely yet you're not alone. What all you want is just about to complain how life is always not fair, all you want is just to give up and preterm about all your responsibilities. The fact that the saturation about everything in life is so into you, you are feeling like you want to be angry all the time. In the end, everything gone more complex. You messed up. You think your life is ruined. Okay, stop the rambling :p

People say that life these days is getting rough. Life always provides you with lots of choices and most of them sometimes are the hardest. Human was born to choose. Sometimes several options bring the things we should strive and sacrifice at the same time. Yes or no, stay or leave, survive or give up. Life is also full of uncertainties and uncertainty leads us to fears, concerns and worry. To choose frees us from it all. Uncertainty is inevitable but worry is an option.

I am a typically a thinker. When I was thinking about those uncertainty so much, I started to worry too much. Then to choose is full of analysis until I realized it would never happened if we didn't take action. Stop analyzing about life. Just live this life because analysis was the one makes life complicated. And also never hesitate about your choice and do not ever regret it.

A fuss comes sometimes when you fell you can't achieve success in everything you do then you feel very sorry very disappointed to yourself, when you don't know where you are heading, when your life motivation gone lost, and most of them, when we're forget to thankful to God for everything He give to us. It comes to my sense that I should always count on my blessings and not how far I should walk instead.

Once I took action, I felt so relief like when I think I optimistically can handle the problem, then I will find the solution (sometimes it comes in a choice). To be free, I should simplify my own complexity in my head, start to vent and channel it properly by deliver it to the right one. What I need is just no fear, no doubt and keep consistant on what I've been choosen.

Five rules to be happy are free you heart from hatred, free your mind from worries, live simple, give more, expect LESS! - @DamnItsTrue

Selasa, 14 Juni 2011

Quotes Quotes :)

"From very start of this point, to me you are my music. The music is you. That's why I'm here now. If you're not there, then there is no music."
Song Sam Dong - Dream High


A beautiful net-a-porter purse. It's cute and the most important for me the pattern is batik. Love it so much and also proud to find net-a-porter use batik, one of Indonesian heritage for their stuff :)

Senin, 06 Juni 2011

Thick as A Blood

"Soul sister is a female who fully understands you, like a sister, but with no blood relations. She is your soulmate, but with no sexual feelings at all. Some one who's soul and yours are so close, its like your sisters."
-Evita Nuh-

And that'd be you, Yurinda Ergyona :)

You Should Get Panic!

Because of Brandon Urie is so gorgeous on Panic at The Disco's music videos of their new album.

I heard Brandon is inspired by Johny Depp, The Mad Hatter of Alice in Wonderland. Look at his hat! And his role as a vampire is remind me of Edward Cullen, hha! ;)


This song is uplifting and I love the plot, the idea of the music video. Especially when Brandon dances using an umbrella.
Panic at The Disco is one of my favorite band fyi :)

Sabtu, 04 Juni 2011

Spare Time Enough?

First sketch, November 9th 2010. 
I was not in a good mood when I made it haha.

Another sketch, June 4th 2011. 
More details but simple.

Both were sketched by using Paint on my notebook. So, now you know how to kill time, right?
xoxo ;)

Sabtu, 28 Mei 2011

Quotes Quotes :)

"Sometimes the deepest sweetest love is when a man and a woman realized the feeling without telling it by words but their eyes and their smiles do it."
-Zahra Mahdatari-

Jumat, 27 Mei 2011


Got influenza and cough and I couldn't stop sneezing argh. But I'm little bit better now after several days also suffered from sorethroat and fever ;)
Anyway, my hair's length is just so perfect! I love it! Please do not grow any longer *rambling hahaha.

Kamis, 26 Mei 2011

Bestiest's Birthday

May. Happy Birthday Cynthia and Vidya. Yes, you both hit 20th now hahaha.

 Nu ABO raided Cynthia's room om May 21st 00.00 a.m and woke her up just to wish a happy birthday. Cynthia was too surprised until she couldn't even cry haha.

Me with the birthday girl, Cynthia :)

 Another surprise birthday party is for Vidya! Me, Egi, Milky and Wido arranged this with a little conspiration with her bf, Andin (Vidya is having a long distance relationship with her bf but sadly, Andin couldn't come to wish a happy birthday and to give the gift directly)

 Andin uploaded her a happy birthday video on youtube.

Oh, she cried! Hahahaha.

Happy belated blessed birthday my girls..
Wishing you always be happy and always be blessed by Allah :)

p.s. Apology, I'm very poor at photography. Sorry if almost all pictures I took didn't work very well. I'm bad at phograph. Will learn to take picture properly and how to get a good image with digicam soon *sigh

Kamis, 19 Mei 2011


Nu ABO came back! Finally met them after hundred years haha okay, exaggerating. *sigh*
We're so busy each other and it was kinda hard to pick a full day meeting with nu abo. But finally we made it even it was not a really full day :)
Trying Caca's kimono (I think it's yukata; thin kimono). Her mother bought her when she was in Japan.

 Nolly & Cuwie




Video call with Tata :)

p.s. Cynthia was too shy to be photographed hihi

Selasa, 17 Mei 2011

Beach Scream

A perfect full day vacation with Perspektif crew! Oh you might be questioned why we got holiday on Monday? Haha. Today, May 17th is Vesak day and the government announced that we can get a holiday. So it's kinda a long holiday started from Saturday to Tuesday whooho :D
We decided to go to the beach yeay! The beach is called Bajulmati, it's about 57 kilometers from the center of the city of Malang.
I couldn't hold my self not to scream when I saw the see from a far, when I touchdown the beach sand, when I saw the clear blue sky and when I heard the roar of the wave, whooosaaahhh!

 Got ready to go!

 We were arrived!

 Grilling the fish.

 Rujak! (Fruit salad in English)

Sing along.

There was a coastal estuaries which has brackish water, so we were swimming there :)

 Playing with the waves

The boys.

SM*SH pose! Hahahaha.

Cheeeeeese :D

(L/R; top/down) Anjar, Sakti, Kak Wahyu, Kak Citra, Sunny, Kak Wuri, Me, Kak Agung, Hendra, Kak Helmy, Gaby, Kak Dedhy, Ichal, and Agta

We're hit the road around 8 a.m and left the beach at 4.30 p.m and I arrived at home at 10 p.m haha. What a nice vacation, thank you guys :)